That was fun while it lasted…

So let’s be honest, it looks like I failed the 30 day challenge. But I’m back from the blogging dead to haunt your computer/smartphone screen. I truly think I got to the post where I supposedly had to reveal ‘my opinion toward mainstream music’ and it just lost me. I mean I don’t even have one – if it sounds good, I can dance to it, and have a little sing along i’m fine with it! I worked at one of Perth’s number one commercial and mainstream radio stations for more than a year for christ sake. Anyway… i’ll get back into my regular diary-style, personal growth blogging I think.

It’s time for a monthly goals post – but first…

August Review.

  1. Read the majority of my news bulletins, completely mistake-free! I’m not doing this yet, but my voice has really improved and my confidence on-air has too so i’m really proud of my progress.
  2. Write engaging, succinct and entertaining scripts for my show-reel. Done and dusted! Can’t wait to get it back!
  3. Upload two more well-edited ‘Vlog’ style videos to my YouTube channel. Hmm, only did one
  4. Learn how to put together bulletins and learn off-by-heart the lengths, times and schedules by which they run. I’m going to say no, I do know the times and lengths but I haven’t been properly shown by Di yet. 
  5. Write faster at work. YEP! Getting faster every day, my copy is very fast, my cuts may need a little speeding up every now and then. 
  6. Ask more insightful, probing and educated interview questions at work. Every now and then.
  7. Write at least two longer opinion-based blog posts. Well yeh! I did five ’30 day challenge’ posts!
  8. Go on a one hour designated walk (where you wear exercise gear!) once per week. Oh god… Come on Jenna
  9. Feel self confident every single day. Yes
  10. Cook your favourite + really delicious couscous salad to take to work. This one totally isn’t my fault, our oven is broken so I can’t roast any vegetables!

September Goals

  1. Read more bulletins mistake free (I’m completely aware it really is nearly impossible not to make mistakes – but I do feel like sometimes I make silly ones.
  2. Pre-film three YouTube videos to get ahead.
  3. Go on hour-long walks twice a week – the weather is really starting to warm up here now so hopefully this will be increasingly easier.
  4. Learn how to run a shift as news editor – putting together bulletins, e-mail system, timings for finance changes.
  5. Write at least four blog posts (not including this) before the end of the month.
  6. Get bed sheets and pillow cases dry-cleaned and pressed – gotta look after the Sheridan.
  7. Tidy and organise my fridge and pantry.
  8. Sweep and organise the backyard

There’s not many goals there… I really just couldn’t think of many, I don’t know if that is good or bad? But I will certainly do my very best to get them completed in the next 21 days! As usual… let you know how I go!

 

Things I would Say To An Ex.

This is a tough one as I don’t usually share things about my love-life online, but hey, its part of the challenge. I am going to base this on the boyfriend I had in my late teens – as my latest boyfriend seems to jump in and out of my life still, and therefore I do not yet consider him to be an ‘ex’.

So here goes…

Thankyou for showing me I deserve to be loved for my complete and honest self. For accepting every facet of who I am and proving that I don’t have to be anything or anyone other than ‘me’ to deserve the love and respect of another. 

Thankyou for letting me be a big part of your life and family. For letting me in on your secrets, fears and thoughts. Thankyou for trusting me with your personal problems and listening to my advice. 

Thankyou for making me laugh, smile, and feel confidence at such a young and impressionable period of my life; for making an effort with my Dad and my sister, and just being a kind and sweet person in general.

I’m sorry I stopped loving you. 

I never meant to hurt you as much as I did and if I could take certain things back from the aftermath of our break-up I would. 

I’m sure we can both agree we were young, too young, and needed to figure out life for ourself before we could even attempt to have some sort of life together.

Even though everything went to s**t, I have nothing but respect for you as a human, wish you all the best in your current/future relationships and see your future as very, very bright (I dated you after all!)

Bullet Your Entire Day

So for this one I have amalgamated notes I jotted down [very] early this morning, along with a few I typed out in my phone throughout the day. At the time I thought it was a little weird just writing down my blatant actions/thoughts – but looking back you realise how many little thoughts and feelings you discard as the day goes on. I put times next to each point to give you more of an idea of the schedule.

  • 3:27am – I have literally had three hours sleep, I already can’t wait to get home and have a nap.
  • 3:35am – Calling Uber to pick me up.
  • 3:40am – Uber is on its way – bloody 1.5x surge pricing on Sunday mornings.
  • 4:00am – I’ll be here at work until 12, these shifts go pretty fast though.
  • 8:12am – On break now, laying on the couch in the middle of the station – lucky nobody is here on weekends!
  • 8:50am – May as well head back to do some work.
  • 12:15pm – I’m free!
  • 1:00pm – Not overly hungry but i’ll make some lunch so I can have a nice sleep.
  • 5:14pm – Just woke up from a nap and thought it was tomorrow – I wonder if this happens to other people!
  • 6:00pm – I wish I had the money to eat nicer food – looks like I’m having scrambled eggs on toast.
  • 6:15pm – Watched a Muchelleb YouTube video which inspired me to do an online personality test – apparently I’m a ‘consul’ – I think I’ll make a YouTube video about it…
  • 6:27pm – Writing today’s blog post laying in bed – pretty much perfection.

And here I am… I understand it wasn’t my ‘entire’ day but it was a fun experiment regardless. I do wish it was on a day off as it doesn’t really seem all that riveting or entertaining! But hey… a little slice of reality for ya!

A Book You Love

Oh, it just has to be Harry Potter doesn’t it! I mean if we’re talking fiction novel. If I can choose a non-fiction sort of ‘comedy’/self-help’ book it would certainly be Textbook Romance (you can see a post i’ve done on that one here).

But goodness me I just adore Harry Potter. I’m not sure it’s worth me making this one a very long post as I’m sure there are plenty of incredible book bloggers out there that can more eloquently tell you why Harry Potter is so incredible (which suddenly seems to be the only word I can find in me expansive vocabulary to describe it!).

Just joking – but for me, it’s just the most perfectly put together magical world; a diverse, interesting, funny and exciting array of characters. J.K. Rowling completely nailed a plot-line that is so original and complicated yet written in such a way that makes it easily readable and relatable.

… and magic is awesome!

Something You Feel Strongly About

People reaching their full potential.

I feel so strongly about every person finding their own path and freakin’ owning it. Every time people tell me their dreams/goals/ideas, I become so determined to make them happen. Probably both a blessing and a curse, as often I find myself embroiled in other people’s future endeavours – rather than focusing on my own.

But I do think it’s a great part of personal development to be able to help others to prosper. I remember in my fleeting, and slightly pointless 6 months of my psychology degree, we learned about ‘self actualisation.’ About reaching your full and absolute potential, and my tutor told us , that almost nobody on earth has ever properly reached self-actualisation. I thought… that sucks! Why can’t they? What’s holding everyone back?

We only get one shot here on earth – better off at least trying!

 

5 Ways To Win My Heart

Oh goodness, the first challenge of my 30 days and I’m already about to divulge the true key to my heart. I guess this could have been taken in more of a ‘friendship’ approach, but I definitely think the more interesting direction to take, is how prospective ‘lovers’ could win my affection.

  1. Good Food – I know what you’re thinking. Surprise f***ing surprise – just like any other food-yet-weightloss-obsessed female. Well fine, if you want to categorise me, you may. But it’s just so true! There’s just nothing better than being treated to awesome foods, flavours and dining experiences. I’m not talking fine dining, but I’m not talking local pub. I am a real sucker for new up-scale pub-style restaurants or tapas bars, just anything that’s new, exciting and has great food and a good vibe. I think it’s also important the guy involved enjoys it as much as I do.
  2. Reliability – If you say you’re going to be there at 5, be there at 5.
  3. Ambition – Ambition is sexy. It just is. You can’t expect me to be attracted to you if you’re just gliding through life with no goals, prospects or direction. I never said success, I don’t care about success (not yet anyway). All I look for in a man is ambition – and a rough plan to make things happen. I love being ambitious, I think it makes your life so much more meaningful.
  4. A Positive outlook – I hate negative energy so much. I am an emotional leach, meaning my mood changes according to the people I am around, or the energy of a room. So obviously, I really don’t want to be surrounded by someone who’s constantly complaining, nit-picking small problems in their surroundings or consistently arguing stupid and unnecessary points. I like people who can pick their battles, and try to see the good in every situation.
  5. Relaxed – Being the fairly (and admittedly) stressed out person that I am. It’s so nice to have calming people to tell me everything’s going to be ok. People that don’t get as caught up in the little things that I sometimes do, and are confident that things will work out. It’s like that ‘ying and yang‘ thing – someone to balance me out a little.

That being said, they’re just five things that really help. One of my old housemates told me, relationships are about chemistry and timing and that two people have to have both, for something to work. It’s so true.

30 Day Challenge:

I found this list on Pinterest and decided it would be a fun and interesting personal challenge to undertake. I have definitely been a little stuck for blog content recently, I’m not really sure why. But I feel like this might get me thinking!

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